“Not even having the intention to make something as meaningful as SATYA is an unpardonable crime against cinema,” say’s RGV in Emotional Reflection
Renowned filmmaker Ram Gopal Varma, emotional breakdown for redefining Indian cinema with pathbreaking films like SATYA and RANGEELA, has opened up about his career in a rare emotional confession. During a recent screening of his critically acclaimed 1998 film SATYA, Varma revealed how revisiting the movie after 27 years brought him to tears, sparking a profound self-realization about his creative journey and the choices he made as a filmmaker.
A Revelation After 27 Years
on twitter he shared his expirenced about the overwhelming emotions he felt while watching SATYA for the first time in nearly three decades, Varma confessed, “By the time SATYA was rolling to an end, I started choking, with tears rolling down my cheeks. The tears were not just for the film, but for what it represented and what I ignored since.”
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He compared filmmaking to giving birth, saying, “A film is like a child, born out of passion, but often we fail to recognize its true potential.” Reflecting on the cultural and artistic impact of SATYA, Varma admitted to having dismissed the film as just another milestone in his journey, only to now realize its transformative power.
Blinded by Success
Varma candidly spoke about the arrogance that followed his early success with films like SATYA and RANGEELA. “I became drunk not on alcohol but on my own success and arrogance, though I didn’t know this till two days back,” he said. He admitted that his later films lacked the honesty and integrity of SATYA, as he became overly focused on creating works for shock value or technical innovation rather than heartfelt storytelling.
Moved by this newfound clarity, Varma has vowed to approach filmmaking with renewed sincerity. “I promised myself two nights back while wiping away my tears, that every film I make from now onwards will be made with a reverence towards why I wanted to become a director in the first place,” he declared.
Although he humbly acknowledged that he may never create another SATYA, he stressed, “Not even having the intention to do so is an unpardonable crime against cinema.”
A Wake-Up Call for Filmmakers
Concluding his heartfelt reflection, Varma issued a strong message to fellow filmmakers, urging them to remain true to their craft and measure their work against the standards they once set for themselves. “Finally, now I took a vow that whatever little of my life is left, I want to spend it sincerely and create something as worthy as SATYA. This truth I swear on SATYA,” he affirmed.
Legacy of SATYA
SATYA, which redefined the gangster genre in Indian cinema, is often hailed as one of the finest films ever made in India. Its gritty portrayal of Mumbai’s underworld, coupled with an honest narrative, set a benchmark for storytelling. The movie’s legacy continues to inspire filmmakers across generations, and Varma’s introspection serves as a reminder of the importance of passion, sincerity, and creative integrity in cinema.
